I wonder if my mother mission has something to do with this war. Is she even involved at all? I hardly know her but of late I feel a pull to find out more about her. Why has she left me alone so long?

The one thing I have missed on our travel is the touch of a woman. I wish I felt safe enough in this area to do a little whoring and at least satisfy that desire. Don’t see that happening soon though. I could just go dig…no that not right; I need to look into finding a woman soon.