I was disappointed in the deal the Belar made with us. Why they couldn.t have given us our requested items is beyond me. Why was it important for them to give us one big item? There has to be more to this than I can comprehend. What are the Belar doing? And should we have kept the Gem of Power? Its power could have helped us and how does getting the belt help us any more? This deal just keeps getting worse and worse the more I ponder it.

I miss my studies the more we been away from them. Everything seems safer and I was better able to find answers with the help of my teachers. The library was a great source of info. How I miss all the books and my research there. How I long to head back to that type of life or do I really think that? Am I just frustrated tonight? Do I truly want to return to the way of living?