Krestrel has been acting erratic lately. I truly feel he has fallen into a dark madness. From the heart one week he speaks of the balance of goodness and then he cries out for a stronger leadership and that we should be more focused in our group needs, and now he seems withdrawn and is acting for what is only his best interest. I feel this madness is some kind of split personality and perhaps it is an effect of bearing covalence. I know as I grow strong that someday I can cure his madness, but what should I do now? And these artifacts we are discovering, should we be weary of curses they might possess? When Krestrel dies a second time, which of the inner personas will I see.

Malif and his magic guild, is this something I should fear? Will they hound me when I have finally reached my goal? I do not think they will accept what I will do and how I will do it. The fusion of both my arcane and divine magic will bring about a change in our world that I think the guild will not understand. Malif might understand but I truly feel because of his strong faith in the guild we will someday be enemies. When Malif dies will I hear him call out to his guild for aid?

Blink, perhaps is the greediest monk I have ever meet. What would drive a person who is so honed in body to seek and rely on trinkets to increase his abilities? I have always thought the masters of the monk orders were beyond caring about items in the mundane world. That they reach to understand the very soul is a noble act. Is not Blink a master of his order? What would others of his order say if they knew him? At least we can sell Blink’s precious stuff to get him raised when he dies or at least buy myself a drink.