Welcome to The Chosen's journals. Each character is invited to keep a journal and write down the thoughts of their characters as they wander through Nyternia. In addition, the DM has a journal which highlights each session. The players are:

Blink - monk Errol - bard
Kestrel - fighter Malif - wizard
Vaugner - rogue Vernon - cleric/sorcerer

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Vernon's Journal, session #21
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As I sit here looking at my journal wondering what words I should place to paper, I find myself thinking of our roles here in the past and what effect they might cause. The others have embraced a cold bloodied killer and seem to worship her a bit. They take life without regard and pretend that this is really not happening. Maybe they filled justified in their action because of her tales of woe, but to me they seem only an excuse to justify her continuing principle of being judge and jury for all though around her. Is this what the others want? Do they never want to answers to their own actions or be held accountable. I for one feel I can be a hypocrite, and my words are harsh on the others but then again they are my words and what I think. We never should have helped her and at all possibilities we should have acted against her to prevent her evil spreading against the world. We all knew the stories but the others made their choices. I know no was to change thing but I feel I must try something.

I am struggling to find purpose with my magic. I was so eager to be casting spell I didn.t realize I had use most of my spells in a single combat. Malif mentioned it to me and I pretend to blow him off, but after thinking after the fight he was right. I must learn to control my spell and use only those that are needed. It is a lesson I must achieve soon.

My thoughts drift to Ann-Marie, her face cloud my waking dreams. I wonder how she is and what she might be doing. Is there anyway I can help her profit now? Maybe I could use a note about the future or maybe some hidden knowledge that I can pass along to her. This might not be right but she is so pretty, how can I resist?