In this darkness I have also learned that I crave the life of the unknown and need this thrill seeking to make myself whole. In the ever present dangers we have overcome I am learning to be more independent.

The handmaid to that strange women came by and introduces herself briefly. She says her name is Easliss. She seemed nice enough, but she did seem to be sizing me up.

I still do not know what directing I am being pulled, should I seek the path the book describes? That darkened way looks dangerous, but maybe that is what my life has always needed.